I will also never be an adult

Y'all are familiar with this Hyperbole and a Half post, right? It's okay if you aren't; I'll still be here when you're done reading it.

Anyway, I'm currently in the midst of trying to drag myself out of a Shame Spiral.

Here's a rough outline of my responsibilities, self-imposed and otherwise: ( Stuff what I gotta do, plus commentary )

So yes. While I was happily coasting between the "I'm getting stuff done!" and "I'M SUCCESSFUL!" graph marks in the previous block, I am now swiftly moving closer to the bad end of the graph and paddling hard against the current. It is the opposite of fun.