Part of my problem is ADHD-related, where learning that I've messed up (especially with something important to me) can feel almost physically painful, but my chief way of moving on is focusing on what I've learned from screwups and how I'm going to do better in the future. The idea that I can also do this with much more public screwups, and also help other people in that way, has... potential, I think.
I think I'm going to start by putting together the script fic I've outlined above, and then spend some time getting the Alya-centric one the way I want it. And if I end up publicly learning something from writing the Alya-centric one, well, it'll probably be a lesson worth learning!
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Part of my problem is ADHD-related, where learning that I've messed up (especially with something important to me) can feel almost physically painful, but my chief way of moving on is focusing on what I've learned from screwups and how I'm going to do better in the future. The idea that I can also do this with much more public screwups, and also help other people in that way, has... potential, I think.
I think I'm going to start by putting together the script fic I've outlined above, and then spend some time getting the Alya-centric one the way I want it. And if I end up publicly learning something from writing the Alya-centric one, well, it'll probably be a lesson worth learning!