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Winter Program
Dec. 6th, 2005 06:23 pmThe plunnies, they have returned to me, and I love them so for it~
Going to the dojo tonight to have a Bo lesson. I've been avoiding it, because things that give me a 1:1 ratio of attendance to anxiety attacks would probably do that for anyone. Going tonight because the Winter Program is coming up, and I signed up for it more than a month ago, knowing at the time that I was probably tempting fate.
Probably going to make my dojo hiatus official shortly after the program (this Friday D:). It sucks, forgetting why you started doing something, and then only going because you feel obligated. Plus, it's shopping season, and I work in retail now, so Mark'll appreciate that I have Saturdays free. It won't be forever, I know; I will go back someday, because there is a place for me and because I love the arts themselves like no tomorrow and the people there are damn cool, but I will be taking a break to remember myself.
(Also note: anyone who has ever thought of fighting with a polearm and a sword at the same time? Or equipping a character with similar? Stupid idea. Unless you like the idea of an early death/creating Samurai movie extras.)
Going to the dojo tonight to have a Bo lesson. I've been avoiding it, because things that give me a 1:1 ratio of attendance to anxiety attacks would probably do that for anyone. Going tonight because the Winter Program is coming up, and I signed up for it more than a month ago, knowing at the time that I was probably tempting fate.
Probably going to make my dojo hiatus official shortly after the program (this Friday D:). It sucks, forgetting why you started doing something, and then only going because you feel obligated. Plus, it's shopping season, and I work in retail now, so Mark'll appreciate that I have Saturdays free. It won't be forever, I know; I will go back someday, because there is a place for me and because I love the arts themselves like no tomorrow and the people there are damn cool, but I will be taking a break to remember myself.
(Also note: anyone who has ever thought of fighting with a polearm and a sword at the same time? Or equipping a character with similar? Stupid idea. Unless you like the idea of an early death/creating Samurai movie extras.)
