Stupid theories

[soc_puppet]

So, uh... How many of the rest of y'all are having trouble with the creative process? 'Cuz I've been seing it a lot (well, a few at any rate) of different places, and now I've got a crazy theory that it might be bunnies--oh wait, that'd almost kinda work here it's kinda going around. Creativity block, I mean. Like a virus. Or an epidemic. Or a biorhythmic cycle thing. Or ...I dunno, something. Anyway, food for thought. Possibly. Maybe. Or not. Dammit, where's my self esteem when I need it?

On a completely different note, I am this close to blaming half of all Furuba zodiac members angst on the simple idea of "My parent(s) didn't hug me enough as a child DD:" For which I am a bad, bad person, and also it makes me laugh.

Anyway, going to chase Z's now, as Mom is going to get me up at eight tomorrow and cause me trauma make me go get on the University job net. Will be packing a handkerchief. Will need to add another half or whole day onto my "Recover from the long weekend and overexposure to people" time afterwards too, probably. Ah, the joys of being terminally shy ¦D G'night.

Edit, two seconds later: ...Which is a terrible way to start out lyzzle's birthday, really. Birthday PSA with some sort of fancy to-do to go up later today.

Comments

[jeva-chan.livejournal.com]

Actually, the epidemic thing makes sense. I know I'm not the only one having problems writing and I think I'm getting a back-up effect of not being able to write anything by having weird dreams with stories, plots, and SINGING. O_o;;; ASK NOT ABOUT THE SINGING! IT CREEPED ME OUT SO MUCH I WOKE UP DDD:!

Ahahaha. Actually, I'll just follow you along with being a bad, bad person and laughing with ya about the Furuba peeps. :D

Have fun with the job thing. *still waiting to see if she has a job or not*

[soc_puppet]

It is a creepy kind of logic in that most science will not accept/acknowledge it, and yet it somehow makes sense. *very graciously does not ask about the singing* *unless its CFUD Baliwood* *'cuz then she would* But yeah, writing issues are haunting me also >:/ Tis annoying.

We are bad, bad people. Really bad people.

Thanks ^_^ And break a leg!

[jeva-chan.livejournal.com]

Ha, you'd be surprised. Everything in science is accepted if it involves a virus of a sort~ (I kid, I kid~). *and no, no it's not D:*

>D

...I'd rather not break a leg, thanks...bruising my ribs was enough for me :D;;;

[candy--chan.livejournal.com]

Good luck with the job hunt!

I got back from Europe, and found that apparently my muses weren't allowed back into the country because they disappeared from my head after customs. There were little ideas bouncing around, just waiting 'till I could get back home to my computer, and then...GONE! Sit down at the comp, and no words appear ;_;

*giggles at the Furuba idea* I love the series dearly. 'Twas my first "real" anime. But...yeah, it's gone emo-crazy. And I suddenly had this wacked vision of Yuki and Kyou in full goth-wear 0.0

[soc_puppet]

Danke ^__^

I hate it when they vanish like that D: As for me, I've got ideas, I just can't seem to actually write any of them.

XD Their lives are such pain. And then Tohru appears and tries to show them the sense of wearing colors and stuff.

[nekokenchan.livejournal.com]

Haven't been keeping up with Furuba, so I can't say anything about that.

As for plunnies, I have a couple hopping around in a cage that haven't found the hole yet. I'm just waiting for them to mature.

The university isn't that bad at all. I don't know what you're talking about. Depending on where you get a job with the university you'll only have to work with a few people. Most places I think, though, you'll have to work with a bunch of people.

As for what you've said about University classes, it's not true. Most of my classes had fewer than 20 people in them. That's less than City High. And the classes that were bigger were the lectures with 100-200 people. And for those you could just hide in the back and not say anything.

And, just for the record... how many people is too many people?

[soc_puppet]

It has more to do with the concept than with any recent events, really. I mean, given the nature of the curse, there's always going to be one parent who doesn't/didn't hug the kid enough. Unless they did, which would actually be awesome and adorable.

I've got several in here, but they don't feel like doing anything =_= Which is irritating because I want to write things right now.

It's more the "getting up at eight in the morning to take a class on how the stupid jobnet thing works with (potentially) a bunch of people I don't know" thing than the nature of the university, as far as I know. I... really don't like getting into situations where I don't know a lot ^^a

Then lecture would probably = terrifying. Sitting near the front would probably be better for me anyway, since my ADHD is mostly focused on listening and that way I would be less likely to see the sheer number of people surrounding me.

Too many people is really subjective for me. It depends on things like how close together everyone would be, the lighting in the area, how loud everyone is, the average age of the people around me, what I'm there for and who I'm with (if I'm with anyone). Generally, closer, darker, louder, older, something I don't know anything about that everyone else knows a lot about and someone who makes me feel pressured for some reason are bad things. At that point, 20 people is probably my limit, and then probably for only a few hours. It's also influenced by things like my mood at the time and what else I've had to do before or after the event in question.
...Wow, that was a long explanation. It probably didn't cover everything, either. But I hope that gives you a basic idea?