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Got a very mild scolding at work, which RSD promptly blew out of proportion 🙄 Managed to work through it by composing a countdown poem about it.


Though it is rarely anything big or important,
just a small misstep here or there,
still I find myself flinching.
I shy away from
these lingering memories,
like open
wounds.


Needs a title still (initial title was "making a small mistake at work"), but it helped me through things, so. Still good. (Cuz goddamn does emotional disregulation make thinking about small mistakes feel like accidentally poking an infected hangnail or getting lemon juice on a papercut. Like, are you serious. That much from this? Can't we just give it up and heal already?)

Excellent 😈

In better news, today I realized that one of my longest standing plunnies would be a perfect fit for a modern day SVSSS AU: Subversion of the "going undercover as a couple (at a gay bar)" trope. There's a lot of details I have yet to work out, but in the meantime, it's excellent pondering fodder 👌

(Seriously, this plunny has been nibbling at me for more than ten years. I'm so glad it finally has a potential home!)

Edit: I found the post where I talked about the trope before! I should 100% write the fic. But first, I get to must outline... 👀