Aaargh -_-

[soc_puppet]

Slight emotional breakdown this morning ^^;;. Background notes:
Obsession-Compulsion Disorder: Hi, I'm OCD, and I think you have me, and now that I've been (possibly) identified, I'm going to take over your life and drive you batshit insane =D.
Socchan: >_< Aaargh! This is all your fault, Grandpa!

Still not entirely positive that I have it, because word-of-prankster-grandparent plus test-that-psych-teacher-doesn't-put-a-lot-of-stock-in does not engender confidence in diagnosis -_-, but it's certainly possible. Anyone out there know any good OCD tests?

Also, today, the trigger:
Priest: I'm sorry, but sewing is not an appropriate activity for church.
Dad: Is this okay?
Socchan: No >__<, which bodes not well for yours truly. I mean, he's got a sense of humor, sure, but I'd rather be comfortable with myself in my church than uncomfortable and laughing to seem normal.)

Anyway, had a very slight breakdown about that, but seem to be doing better at the moment. We'll see what tomorrow brings (probably Black-and-White fic =D)

Comments

[ysabet.livejournal.com]

Hmmm... what IS his problem? You're doing something quiet-and-industrious or quiet-and-artistic, you're not making noise, you're not making a mess. **shakes head** Strange. Would he rather you sit there and draw on yourself with Sharpie-markers or some such?

I'm a bad person, me; my brain's conjuring up things that I'd do that are NOT solutions (bring a padlock and my picks and practice quietly, draw caricatures of my fellow churchgoers, make up scurrilious lymerics and scribble them in the margins of the hymnals), but then I'm a neopagan and probably considered unfit for company by most Catholic priests, anyway. Go figure. I'm not much help here, I fear...

[soc_puppet]

I think the problem with it is that I don't look like I'm paying attention -_-. And I have no idea what he'd want me to do instead, but if it gets bad enough, I plan to ask him.

I would so do any of those (well, except the 'scribbling in the hymnals' part, but then, I like the hymns ^^;) if I could get away with it. Hmm... Maybe I should give it a shot... *resolves to find out more about lock pics*
Our old priest would probably be cool with you, but the new one strikes me as rather conservative -_-. Maybe it's a culture thing. *shrugs*