Plans and Planes and Pains
Sep. 23rd, 2024 01:33 pmBrain: Say, it's been a while since the Miraculous Ladybug shine started wearing off; how would you like a new hyperfixation?
Me: ...Is it Avery and Zeek? Or something else that's more productive than consumptive?
Brain: No, sorry ♥
Me: Then... no? No, thank you? Like, yes in concept, very much so, I do so much better when I have a fandom, but uh. Right now is... Look, I just really need my executives to actually be functioning right now, because Shit's Goin' Down. Any chance we can bookmark this stuff for later?
Brain: ...I will get you when you least expect it and least want it. Just you wait.
( The circumstances )
So. That is why I will need to be rationing my executive function very carefully over the next week or so, potential hyperfixations be damned. I would allow myself more slack if I were at least getting something more out of it, like some worldbuilding or crocheting done, but not if it's only "breathing in". I definitely need to breathe in, but for my own sake, I'll have to temporarily settle for quick gulps of air, at least for the next few days, and maybe a nice, deep breath on like. Wednesday.
Burgeoning willpower, I'm counting on you!
Me: ...Is it Avery and Zeek? Or something else that's more productive than consumptive?
Brain: No, sorry ♥
Me: Then... no? No, thank you? Like, yes in concept, very much so, I do so much better when I have a fandom, but uh. Right now is... Look, I just really need my executives to actually be functioning right now, because Shit's Goin' Down. Any chance we can bookmark this stuff for later?
Brain: ...I will get you when you least expect it and least want it. Just you wait.
( The circumstances )
So. That is why I will need to be rationing my executive function very carefully over the next week or so, potential hyperfixations be damned. I would allow myself more slack if I were at least getting something more out of it, like some worldbuilding or crocheting done, but not if it's only "breathing in". I definitely need to breathe in, but for my own sake, I'll have to temporarily settle for quick gulps of air, at least for the next few days, and maybe a nice, deep breath on like. Wednesday.
Burgeoning willpower, I'm counting on you!