That peculiar feeling...
Apr. 30th, 2006 09:48 pmSocchan: *randomly* Oh hey, I recognize this feeling. This is the same as when I posted that thing way back when ¦D
Thing is... Not only do I have any fics laying around unposted anywhere (I'm pretty sure), I also have no ideas for something that would fit this odd mood. Unless it's that twitchy-creepy Ai thing that I'm still trying to avoid actually writing. And even that might not be quite right.
I wanna write something ...different from usual. It probably has at least a little to do with how I feel like my style is shifting. My first thought is angst. Angst angst angst ¦D ...I really don't usually like writing angst. I don't like writing things that would leave people feeling down afterwards. 'Course, that's also a very broad generalization of angst. The good angst can leave you feeling like something's been purged afterwards. Catharsis, yanno? (Most of the 'angst' on FF.net does not do this for me, I've found. It tends to be more of the slimey "Oh, I love him but he doesn't love me, and also I have no self esteem despite the fact that I am obviously a wonderful person, and I have no friends, etc." sort of psuedo-angst. I dunno, is that what you'd call emo? 'Cuz that's what I'm tempted to label it as. (Random side fact, this is probably part of why people with low self-esteem really bug me ^^a Or maybe just low self-esteem in general. Have some faith in your own abilities, random people out there!))
...You know what I should do? I should write something that is so terribly cliché that people should be able to see it coming from a mile away, but they won't have becuase--well. The geanre that I'd be writing for still has much exploring left to be done. Yeah, I should definitely do that. *picks two specific characters totorture work with* *hums as she sets things up* *...suddenly remembers why she isn't writing anything and hasn't for entirely too long: she currently fails at writing*
Bugger.
Edit: What I should also do (you know, if/when I get my blasted writing ability back) is that Realistic CPR fic I've been threatening/tempted to write for a while. Because it would be evil and fun >D
Thing is... Not only do I have any fics laying around unposted anywhere (I'm pretty sure), I also have no ideas for something that would fit this odd mood. Unless it's that twitchy-creepy Ai thing that I'm still trying to avoid actually writing. And even that might not be quite right.
I wanna write something ...different from usual. It probably has at least a little to do with how I feel like my style is shifting. My first thought is angst. Angst angst angst ¦D ...I really don't usually like writing angst. I don't like writing things that would leave people feeling down afterwards. 'Course, that's also a very broad generalization of angst. The good angst can leave you feeling like something's been purged afterwards. Catharsis, yanno? (Most of the 'angst' on FF.net does not do this for me, I've found. It tends to be more of the slimey "Oh, I love him but he doesn't love me, and also I have no self esteem despite the fact that I am obviously a wonderful person, and I have no friends, etc." sort of psuedo-angst. I dunno, is that what you'd call emo? 'Cuz that's what I'm tempted to label it as. (Random side fact, this is probably part of why people with low self-esteem really bug me ^^a Or maybe just low self-esteem in general. Have some faith in your own abilities, random people out there!))
...You know what I should do? I should write something that is so terribly cliché that people should be able to see it coming from a mile away, but they won't have becuase--well. The geanre that I'd be writing for still has much exploring left to be done. Yeah, I should definitely do that. *picks two specific characters to
Bugger.
Edit: What I should also do (you know, if/when I get my blasted writing ability back) is that Realistic CPR fic I've been threatening/tempted to write for a while. Because it would be evil and fun >D